That's it! I give.

Morgan
I give up. That's it. I'm becoming a lesbian (not likely). Men and I just don't work and aren't meant to be. If that doesn't work I'll just call off love all together. Cause obviously I'm not worth being with or bothering to make things work with. 
I just got dumped - via text message and was told that they'd had "already started a relationship with someone else". That they "hoped that wasn't bad news". This might sound... Crazy to say/think, but What's wrong with ME? Is it just not something I'm supposed to have? Is it because I want it, that's why I can't have it?
... My chest literally THROBBED when I read that. My body had never physically hurt so much. It hurt. It HURTS. I really liked him. It didn't know getting dumped could hurt so much. It made me realize I'd cared much more than I thought too. But he made me think he cared too. That's what made it hurt the most.