Sex Drive

Drea 🌼

I have read through many of these post hoping that I would find someone to relate to. So now I'm posting my story to see if someone else can relate and have some answers.

I've been married for two years and dated my husband for two years prior to getting married. When we were dating I remember being so horny 80% of the time around him. Sometimes I would wake up in the middle of the night wanting him so bad. I had wet dreams about him and more. A month before we got married I got on birth control for the first time. I got the implant in my arm. It had some side effects including a decrease in sex drive. Five months later I took it out and started using condoms. My sex drive continued to be low. It has never been the same again... It has been over a year since I used any birth control other than condoms. I feel like I can't blame it on the implant anymore and I so desperately wish to have my sex drive back.

Has anyone been through this? What is wrong with me? Did it ever change for you? Is there hope?