Normal? Idiot husband , while im pregnant

I am in my second trimester and called off the marriage I had because my husband was abusive now I'm not excited about having this baby.

I wanna go back to my old life and old job , now I'm unemployed and relying on everyone else. Is that bad ? I have also not the urge to eat a lot either. Its unintentional but I don't see the point in anything atm.

Hmm, what should I do?