I must say.. 🙏🏾
Well today I made it to 5w6d & I must say 🙏🏾 everything about my short pregnancy has been a roller coaster ride. I went from not believing it to trying to not get excited to excited and just living in the moment to well I already know what a loss feels like so I can handle it again.
I must say 🙏🏾 , I've suffered before you know, 4 miscarriages and I'm only 24. My short fertility life has been an emotional roller coaster all before I turned 24. It's seems like the entire time was filled with disappointments and being in the 1 percent out of however many would fail. I worry daily because of these things.
I must say 🙏🏾 before with those previous pregnancy I was not in the right, physical, financial, or even in the correct relationship state to even be a mom, a parent a protector or provider, a lover or a teacher.
I must say 🙏🏾 things have really changed since this pregnancy. I'm in a better money situation and better relationship status and what appears to be a completely better chance at being able to do the things I can't wait to be.
I must say 🙏🏾 I never saw anything on any ultrasound in all my pregnancies now here on the 5th try I saw something in a stage that I don't think I ever got to before. My first time ever a trip to the ER resulted in my pregnancy being in place where it should be. That in itself relaxes me.
I must say 🙏🏾 these crazy feelings I have confuse me. I don't know if it's wrong or not I'm not truth to doubt God or anything I just worry. I've never had an exciting thing like this every get to the end so I'm not so sure o should expect one. Then again things have changed for the better it's a better situation.
I must now say🙏🏾 today at 5w6days I'm grateful 🙏🏾 I made it to see today.
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