This may sound bad

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My family on my dad's side is not in the best state. There is a big family fued going on right now and it seems like there is a rumor going around about me as well as rumors about ither family members and I think people are believing it, including my dad because he has gotten really cold with me. Like he won't answer his phone, ir texts and won't hug me whenever he sees me like he use to. I am almost 13 weeks pregnant and the only support i have is my SO and family on my mom's side but they all live in Italy and I live in Washington State. My SO and I were thinking of just packing up and leave for Italy, have the baby there and live there for a few uear but he is not an italian citizen, there are no jobs there, so we're staying here.

Does it sound immature of me to just let go of my family and leave them out of my life? I don't know where else to go. Like I said, my family wont talk to me and with the Earthquake that just happened in Italy a few hours ago, no one is answering their phone.