3rd csection scheduled :( mixed emotions

Angelique
So today we scheduled my csection... I'm 28 weeks and the doc seriously thinks I won't dilate or efface at all as with my last two I didn't... He started me on Primrose oil starting next week (vaginally) in hopes to cause the dilation to start....
I really didn't want another csection, but I guess I've kinda come to terms with it....  While I'm scared to have a VBA2C I'm even more scared for another csection.... I came home and cried. 
Any other mommas having a csection??