WANRING!! Long Post!

Stacey • 23 🇦🇺 🌈baby Zaiden born🌈
I'm one who can't talk to anyone face to face about what's on my mind, I end up just crying and not being able to get words out. So I write a lot , but I never get any advice or kind words back which is what some need when times get tough. 
Since I don't think I know anyone that uses this app I'm gonna write a few things down that I need some motivational advice on. 
Any kind words would be appreciated xx 
I'll make it as short as possible 
So it all began 4 years ago when I meet my now parter. We where kind of seeing each other for about three months and I believed that I had found the one. 
On the 26th of July 2013 he was crucially injured in a car accident, he was in a coma for 2months and lost partial of he's memory. I was someone he had forgotten about and couldn't remember . He could remember his ex but not me and his ex wanted him back mind you. So she got her way and all contact between me and him were lost for a year. 
We are back together now and have been for almost 2years now :) 
But now I feel like us being tighter isn't good . Bad stuff just keeps happening around us . I ended up in hospital my self around the beginning of the year because I'd has a seizure, docs found a Tumor (non cancerous) but still just :( 
We are unable to get a house together we keep getting knocked back! 
About a two months ago we had some amazing news. 8 weeks later my heart was ripped out oud my chest , I'd had a misscarrige 
My mum has stage 4 cervical cancer 
And now my partner has just found out he has sleep apnea . 
Just f life 
Everything feels like it's against me of something I don't know 
Sorry if I bored everyone xx