Confused..Should I take home test ?

Ks
Heya ladies, I am 3days before my periods.But having nausea,backpain n other symptoms since 2-3days so had blood test on Thursday, will get my results on Monday. I had one miscarriage in June so confused if I should take HPT. Itz like I can't wait for Monday n even scared of taking HPT. Please advice I am confused 🤔