Ever since I went into labor I feel like I've grown to hate my fiancé. My labor wasn't the greatest. I was in labor for 54 hrs and all he did was complain about missing work, and how it was taking so long. I actually told him to leave the hospital after the first day and only called him back when my water broke...then he leaves after he's born, of course after he got some sleep in at the hospital. Didn't come back till just about discharge time.( I opted for the 24hrs stay cause I missed our other kids).... now since I've had our son I've been dealing with really bad post partum... the first 2 days he was helpfully when I was sobbing my heart out ...now he just seems like he's over it. He just makes me feel crazy and honestly I almost believe he's right. I feel like I'm loosening my mind... I'm so sad and so angry I'm having horrible panic attacks...I just feel like shit and all I want is a supportive partner. I have my 6 week check up today so hopefully my doctor can help me with the depression part. As for the unsupportive ass hole part..... I think I'm going to take the kids and go away for a little bit, maybe then he will realize what he's missing. We've been together for 11 yrs and I love him so much I just don't know how we feel so far off the path.