openness about my period

Am I the only one who's like so desensitized about my period😂  i dont know if I do it because I know it grosses my guy out a little bit or just because I don't give a fuck ( I feel it's a little of both) when he asks why he can't come over more than once and it's time for my monthly punishment for being born with a vagina i just say "I'm bleeding" or "yeah sorry not in the mood for that I have a bloody stick in me" or some other way so that he knows😂