After highschool

Hey guys so, me and my boyfriend of 2 years were talking about what going to happen after high school, and then i told him well we both need to get a job to get our own place, and he told me hes thinking of going to the air force now and i asked him "soooo, you dont want to live with me then?" and he said welll i mean thats a big decision to make because it just straight out of the bat, and even before on my birthday he told me he wanted to be with me after highschool and i agree but now hes telling me this, i just got home from his house and my mom asked me whats wrong and that it looked like i was crying and i started bawling my eyes out for no reason and she got concerned and yelled at me saying if i dont tell her shes going to tell my dad about it and shes making things worse what do i do now?