THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING ME 😂

So my SO has been dropping hints about getting married and every time a holiday/special event comes up I'm sitting there like an idiot getting all sweaty and nervous about him proposing and he never does. In the past year he's asked me my ring size, asked me how I feel about getting married, talked openly about marriage and finances for a wedding, started sending me flowers at work, and has dropped several other hints that he plans on proposing. I had even asked him to stop talking to me about it because I get anxiety when I feel like he might do it and he just smiled and said okay but then he did it just today by "accidentally" calling me his wife.