I am feeling sad πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’

I guess I feel some type of way that my daughters dad doesn't want to be at the hospital when I give birth to his first child. He keep saying he would rather wait till after a DNA test is done to start coming around. Β  This is my first child as well as his but he is refusing to come. Β He is married to someone that I didn't know of until after I got pregnant and I want to know if he just want to experience that with her instead of me. Β His wife is pregnant and due in January and I am due this upcoming week. Β  I feel so stupid and dumb . Β Do I have a right to feel sad because he plans to not be at the hospital ??Β