Feeling discouraged...

Ty
Woke up today, well and yesterday feeling like this is not it for me. Af is due tomorrow and I am not feeling anything one way or the other except the annoying pain from a stupid YI. I've tested a few times late this week and all were bfn. I know I'm not out yet but I'm surely feeling like I am. We've had some personal stuff going on this weekend on top of the stresses of this and I think I could spend the entire day curled up having some good long cries. Blah.....