My daughter will be 13 years old next week and mine and my fiance's son is being delivered by repeat c section TOMORROW!! im having so much anxiety! Am i going to have the patience? Am i going to be too tired to care for him since i have suffered from insomnia for 4 weeks now? Will i have more panic attacks as i have been? Will this sleep apnea go away? Will i die?

I knownit all sounds like "u should have thought bout that before!" But its not like i didnt want another child i think my main problem is the closer it has gotten to my son being born the further my fiance has pushed my daughter away from him so it seems. Hes been snappy and has sometging smart to say about everything my daughter and i bring up to him. It could be a "hello" and he would say "y u sayingbhi now, u should had said hi when i walked in the door from work" its been very tense in this house! Very! And i tend to side with my daughter a lot and idk if its bc shes my child or i simply dont want her to feel left out.

It feels so good to get this off my chest! Ladies, what do u do? I have even started counseling for my own sanity. And going to make my daughter start at school too. I swear its like hit and miss with these two. One day they love each other, the next they hate each other. Its driving me crazy!!