Hi beautiful ladies. Today is Eid day a celebration like Christmas for us Muslims. I am happy but sad too as incidentally today is ny precious son Zain,s 7 th death Anniversary and a few days was hus 10th Birthday. I am sure he is in a better place in the beautiful gardens of heaven. I however am shaking from the inside as my arms ache to hokd him once more.They say time heals but i think time just covers the scars.I am feeling so desolate although surrounded by loved ones.I would not wish this burning ache on aby mother ever.I know i will be ok tough cookie here but needed your prayers and good vibes my dear friends. I hope you all are well and congratulations on all the bfps. Sending you lots of love and hugs.xx.