Ok so I'm pretty sure I'm crazy! I have taken a number of at home pregnancy tests that all came out positive. My husband lost his job and we lost our insurance along with it so I am going to get a free pregnancy test done by professionals and for some reason I'm freaking out that I'm not really pregnant. I have been trying for 5 years and it seems like I just can't wrap my head around that I am in fact pregnant!! I can't talk to anyone because no one but my husband know yet!