I've been having a super rough pregnancy this time around. Everything seems to be falling apart, my relationship, my body, my mind. Ive been emotionally and physically depressed since day one. My ob and psychiatrist put me on Zoloft, which I think has been helping. But these past three weeks me and my bf haven't seen each other and barely talk. I have two sons and 26 weeks pregnant with my third. The thought of doing this all alone AGAIN scares the crap out of me. So with all the worrying and everything I started smoking cigarettes again. I have never been on meds nor have I smokes during pregnancy. So the thought that Im hurting my baby of course is yet another worry.

I guess I just need some reassurance he will be okay. Some support idk