six year bf trouble

I feel like I can't talk to anyone about my relationship right now. I feel bad talking about it because I feel like a burden but I literally have no idea where my six year relationship with my boyfriend is going right now. We ended up having an extremely rough summer where he didn't visit me at all, ( I lived an hour away and visited him when I could), he never helped me move, he would rarely talk to me about interesting things. Now that we are living together for the first time I just feel like I can have good moments with him but it is just me having these moments or when I am upset with him, that is when he wants to be friendly. I don't know what to do. This is terrible to say and I still love him but sometimes I don't like him...