Don't judge but I had abortion last year I was 16 years old and I got pregnant w my boyfriend who I am currently still with. I know it was what I had to do in my situation and I know it was best for my future but I still struggle emensly. I have flashbacks mostly in the shower, I have bad anxiety, I'm constantly scared and nervous of my surroundings. I feel as if I'm bipolar but mainly just towards my boyfriend because I feel like I have so much emotional pain just from him. He cheated on me after the abortion and I'll never forgive that. Anybody who has been through something similar can you help me feel better or give me any tips that will help. Also is this ptsd? I feel very depressed sometimes as well.