kinda sad and frustrated and needed to vent.

Okay so me and my husband finally decided that we will start trying for another child. Our last one ended in miscarriage so we finally said okay let's try again. Now mind you he talks about wanting to try for a baby again he's been talking about this since we lost our first baby. Now here is where my problem starts now that I've said let's start trying it's like I just talked to the wall and it's like I have to force him to do things with me and I hate that feeling. I want things to be natural and fun not feeling like a chore but he makes it feel that way because it's like I have to attack him for sex. Bad part about it is I'm really in the mood not even thinking about trying for a baby at the moment but just wanting to have sex but it's like he's brushing me off and wants to watch tv all the damn time. Now I'm not sure what his problem is but it's really getting me down and upset because my fertile window is coming up and honestly I just would like to have my needs met and just wanna have fun with him and see if we make a little munchkin this month.....😔😢💔