May be a silly question - kegels

I am 12 weeks pp and i do kegels all day everyday as my vagina feels really loose still, i had episiotomy and i tore in several places also, i've not been left with a really normal looking vagina, scar tissue and wide hole, my question is, if i keep doing kegels will my vagina keep getting tighter and close back to a normal size or will it stop and only tighten a little? I'm so done with this wide vagina, it's making me so nervous and insecure to have sex with my partner, which i still haven't done😫