Abnormal pap during or after pregnancy.

Mine said atypical glandular cells. I am extremely nervous . I am postpartum but I had these results during pregnnaxy as well and had to have a colposcopy. Anyone else have any similar stories or know of anyone that has? I've basically convinced myself I have some form of cervical cancer and I'm making myself sick with worry. I have anxiety so it's not easy for me to just calm down and not worry. I have another colposcopy on Monday but I'm so nervous .