Anyone facing the last haul?

Akemahs • Solo parenting again...tear
37-5 today with girl didi twins. Just started real contractions yet I'm still rejecting induction. I wanna bake them as my body says so. But everyone is being so negative and pushy talking about stillborn and infant deaths. Super scary. Even though my pregnancy is not complicated no diabetes and high blood pressure nothing. I don't really know why I'm writing this but I'm looking for someone to talk to who is possibly going through the same thing as I am just as far as long as I am or have been through this already.