So my husband and I have almost been married for a year, and I just gave birth to our daughter a little over a week ago. I've been feeling like something was up, and I looked at his phone yesterday and saw he had a login page for email up with an address I didn't recognize. Today when he went to work, I hacked into it and was destroyed by what I found. He had responded to several Craigslist ads for "discreet fucking". There were no replies about when to meet up or anything, I don't think he actually did anything. These were all just from a couple days ago. They all happened early bin the morning while I was sleeping. I confronted him and he denied at first, saying his phone was hacked or some lame excuse like that. Then he finally fessed up. He said he was mad at me because we fought that night, and he was drunk and just being stupid. He said when he sobered up he felt like crap. That he would never meet up with anyone and he was just acting stupid. I am so hurt. I told him that I would try to get over it but if it ever happens again then I will file for divorce. But now I just feel so awful about myself. I know I don't look great, I've lost some weight after giving birth but I'm nowhere near what my body was before becoming pregnant. Ugly stretch marks too. And I never have time to fix myself up anymore, I'm busy with baby all day. I just feeling crappy. I love him and honestly thought I would never have to deal with this from him. I trusted him. I want to work things out but I don't know how to even begin to get over this. I love him so much, and now I feel like I am disgusting :(
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