So depressed... rant...

So my husband and I have been together for a little over 6 years. 5 years together 1 year married. We have a 2 year old boy and one on the way...

Anyways we got into a huge fight tonight over my mother in law. A little background. My MIL takes care of our son while we work. She watches him three days a week. She wants me to furnish a whole wardrobe at her house and mine. Now granted I've been doing this. But I'm to the point I feel that he doesn't need all that at her place. Yes a few outfits for accidents and what not. But whatever I bring him in her changes him out of almost immediately after I drop him off.

So our fight tonight I told him that I didn't think that she needed a wardrobe for him. That I could provide like 3 outfits and if he goes through those wash more and send more. He before I could explain all this went the hell off on me saying I was doing nothing but causing unneeded drama. And just kept yelling at me. We have been fighting so much. He then proceeded to tell me pretty much that I was a horrible wife that treated him like shit...

I used to self harm and haven't in a very long time. But tonight I'm just at my end. I can't take it anymore. I caused myself huge bumps on my head by punching and hitting myself. And bruised hands. I feel like we need to separate but it's hard because of my baby boy! I couldn't lose him. And I know in a battle I would. That would be the end of me... Sorry so long...