gestational diabetes

Ashley
So 9/21/16 I found out that I have gestational diabetes 😪. It was my fault though because I never knew every time I did my blood test I was fasting. Or what it meant to fast before, and I drank red flash before I went. So yes it was my fault, but my results were 102 for fasting 159 for first hour, and 132 for last hour. Had I known results may be have been little better. Either way regardless....bottom line is it's positive and luckily I don't have to take meds/insulin, but still now all I want to do is curl up and cry. All I wanted and tried during this pregnancy was to have a healthy one so my baby is healthy and on the right track and obviously I didn't try hard enough. I just seriously hope and pray that my baby is healthy and nothing happens to her. I don't want her to be prone to diabetes 😔. I know I can fix it by correcting my diet and avoiding anymore serious issues down the line like still born etc...., but now it seems harder because it seems like I have to cut out on all the good foods, and now I just don't know what I can eat😪😪😪😪. Just lord please help me! Just please! I am beyond excited I was given this blessing and don't want to lose this blessing either. Yes this is my first child, but I'm cherishing everything and my love for her has grown and Is still growing.... I just don't want to lose this baby😪 just please help me!!!!!! And if by any chance you have any suggestions on what I could possibly eat and avoid I would greatly appreciate it!!