"3 years ago today I found out i was pregnant. 6 weeks later I would feel a loss that I had never felt before and hope I never feel again. Today I look at my sweet Ava and remind myself that everything happens for a reason and God doesn't make mistakes."

Sometimes you're just sitting there going through your "on this day" post, looking at pictures and something hits you like a ton of bricks. For the 1st time it 8 years I didn't even realize what today was.. I'm just sharing this so that if anyone has been through the same thing and you're sitting there years later with tears in your eyes you're not alone. Little did I know when I wrote that post 3 years ago I would end up going through it again 2 years later. ❤