So my boyfriend of 10 years and I broke up With me July 2. We talked and he said he wasn't happy and that he was sorry and that he did love me and with that I told him okay fine I can make you happy happiness comes from within. I let him be although he never moved out. He kept asking me when he should. I told him I don't want him to and that this is all his choice. Finally after him nagging me about it I told him my the end of August gave him a month. As the end of the month came he asked  if that's what I really wanted. I told him of course not this is all your choice I don't want to break up I don't want you to leave but I I only want you here if you want to be and you love me. He never left. So I guess i should say we had been trying to have a baby for the past 2 years and had talked about getting married in October this past June!! So I ended up having to get my thyroid removed due to a goiter and growth August 9 and wouldn't you know sept 16 I found of I was pregnant! Very scared and excited I told him. He didn't say much and left it at that. Now yesterday and today all he wants is for me to get an abortion. And is livid that I won't, said that he has never said he wanted to have a kid and that he doesn't want it not now or ever and exspecially not now with me with the way things are. He thinks that I'm thinking this baby is going to make things better between the two of us. I'm not stupid it's not and I'm well aware it's gonna suck. I just don't know what to do. I'm heart broken and beyond furious. Does anyone have any similar stories! Or words of advice?