Baby boy born today. 36 weeks 4 days

Keanya
My 4th child, Ezra-Jalani Donovan was born today at about 3:00 pm. He was due on October 18, and decided to make and early experience- my water broke.
This birth didn't even feel like birth compared to my other three- all 7-10 lbs each. Baby right now is in Nicu getting his oxygen and being monitored.
I'm not used not being with my baby or holding him. I am grateful that he is here, blessed that he is healthy, but not being able to hold him and touch him and seeing him on a respirator is crushing my spirit. I ask you to keep us lifted up in prayer. 
I'm an emotional wreck right now, even though everyone says it's going to be ok.