Are all men liars & cheats?

Is anyone else paranoid about their boyfriend? I feel like I'm pushing him away I'm constantly asking where he has been & im always having sly digs at him saying you've been to a girls house Ect... I've been cheated on in the past with a boy that I was madly in love with. I really do love my boyfriend more than anything but I can't stop thinking he's cheating on me! He's never done anything to make me feel like he is, I just can't help but think all men are liars and cheats?!! I literally can't stop thinking about him with another girl while I'm in the house all I think about is him cheating & I always keep saying horrible things to him! God I'm such a bitch 😩🙄😔💔