First Solid Diaper

Confessions of a first-time Mom:

I love my son to no end but tonight's first solid-food-peas-massive-diaper explosion has triggered my visual and olfactory senses in such a way that now whenever I close my eyes, I can only see that particular green and mush color. And whenever I take in a breath, it's like I am still nose deep in that pungent air. I feel crazy to say that the whiff appears to be following me everywhere (cue Edgar Allen Poe's dramatic palm-to-face visual 😱).

It does not matter that I changed my clothes, took a shower and washed my hands several times, it's like my brain has played some kind of cruel, mental trick on me and it is making me think that the night's diaper change was never really over. That image and scene keeps repeating and repeating... and the senses feels so real. 

Did I take a red pill or blue pill? Such a matrix. What trickery is this?!