Constant morning sickness and depression

I'm about 14 weeks pregnant and feeling really bad most days. Not only do I have nausea most evenings and some mornings, I end up throwing up every day. I can't keep my prenatal vitamins down. I wasn't a vegetarian before I got pregnant but the baby won't let me eat meat, which makes it hard to stay full and I have to work really hard at coming up with meals I have little experience making. I do not like pregnancy so far and do not feel very connected to my baby. I feel guilty saying this as so many mothers think it is such a "magical time". I'm just starting to feel depressed and resentful. I have a supportive husband and was trying for a bundle of joy, but so far my pregnancy experience has been stressful.  I feel tired and sick all the time and cannot stop thinking about all the medical costs and bare essentials costs necessary to raise a child. Please say I'm not the only one who has these feelings. I'm having a hard time with this😢