freaking out:(

Willow • 23 years old- 2 losses, 1 rainbow baby - Olive, currently 9 months old, Pregnant with my second due November 2018 ❤️
The test on the bottom was taken yesterday afternoon and the test on the top was taken this morning. The morning test is  a lot fainter than the test I did in the afternoon! Will I be having a chemical? Does that mean my hcg levels are going down? Honestly freaking out as have had 2 miscarriages in the past 3 months:( first was a blighted ovum/ missed miscarriage and second one which was 4 weeks ago was a chemical:( just can't feel excited for this pregnancy, constantly worrying. Yeah