So Official!

My work has officially posted a job ad for my maternity leave coverage and it is all starting to feel so much more real! In 5 weeks I will be leaving the working world... Part of me is SO excited. Meeting our baby, leaving a boring redundant job, starting a new chapter, having more flexibility to make my own schedule being at home. But the other part is just terrified. I have no idea how to be a mom, I have no idea when baby is going to come, I have no idea how living on one income is going to really feel, I'm going to miss some of my coworkers. It's hard to believe that baby will be here by or within the next 8 weeks and our whole lives will change. I can't even picture how life is going to change in two months. I know it will and everything in our lives will adapt to this new little person. But having this big blank "gonna have to wing it" situation hanging in front of us is so foreign and strange... What happened to having all this time? Haha...