Ladies i need your eyes once again

Took this test about 10 min ago pictures taken about 5 min in to the test time. I swear I see something but it could just be me. I'm have now missed my period again. I missed it last month on August 26th No period still and it's now September 28th. I have had no spotting in between this missed cycle. I stuffed from an eptopic pregnancy back in May witch I lost my pregnancy and my left tube. But since then I've had 2 full cycles one on June 26th and another on July26th both of these period lasted the usuall 5 days. Now 2 month with out a period. I've noticed my boobs have gotten bigger and more fluffy like if they have water in them. My nipples are getting darker. And I get this not runny but clear cloudy discharge when my cycle us due that last off and on till my next expected cycle. Could I be pregnant my body just being show at building hcg. I'm so ready to just give up on testing and if I pop out a baby in 9 months so be it. I have new stretch marks as well. I have been being estra precious like not doing things that could harm my pregnancy if I am. I have been eating allot on some days and not allot on some. Please someone help what should I do. I'm also tired of driving my husband crazy. Should I take my prenatal gummys just to be on the safe side I haven't done that since my lasted missed cycle in August