need to vent out, no judging

Thayna • 🌺🌸
I been with this guy for 3 years was about to be 4 year we been to kind stuff together and always end up getting back together. Most fights were my fault I admitted I am very jealous gf. He was as well to the point he unfollowed all the guys from my instagram deleted guys from my Facebook i was okay with that. But he wouldn't do the same for he could have 1000 girl on his instagram but not me. I did everything I could possibly do. If he needed my heart I would give to him. I don't think it's okay for the person ask so much of you and not give as much. Always thought he was the one because we always went back no matter how bad was the fights. But I can't take it anymore. After 2 years we been more and more distant from each other. We have sex every single day and it was good. When we were just chilling watching tv all he did was be on his phone. Which i could never look at while he the password to mine. I had nothing to hide why not have the password. This whole month he been going gym at 11:30 didn't come back until 4 or 5 even 7 in morning. I kept telling him I don't like something is fishy. For a week i deleted my instagram app and Facebook yesterday i went back on to check on things. I saw looking to see what his been posting and liking. He liked this 9 pictures of this girl. It wasn't the first time. The first time he said he had an app does random likes to get likes i was like okay. This time it was the same girl in row. I got heated took screenshots and send to him cursed him out and yelled last text was fuck you all he responded are you done?. Okay cool I didn't reply I just packed his things put in the trunk 10:40 he texted are you picking me up or im taking a uber he leaves work at 11. I went pick him up didn't say word to him the whole 20 min ride home. Drove him straight to his mom house told him his stuff is in the trunk. He grabbed half of it and drove off. He texted not to message him ever again that his done tired of this his better off without me what kind shit i think i am to pack his stuff he will pick the rest of stuff when he can. All i texted him nicely and calm you i am not thinking im anything you know why i packed your things i know you better off without me like you said the other night you can't live with me im changing my number. hope you find someone better 👍🏼. He texted me Pissed off told you not to message me. I don't know why you packed the stuff. That was joke the other night when i said im better off without i am meant rather be single. I just didn't reply. Im not planning to reply im just gonna leave the rest of his belongings outside and just let him it's outside that it. I know for a fact his gonna message me Friday try patch things up because his gonna need the car (we shared the same, but i was paying the bill he barely helped). Thank you ladies for the support you guys gave me before. Made me stronger to do what im doing now. Just need more confort because still hurts a little feels empty.