is this rape?

Well I hung out the person. We watched tv. Then shut off the tv. I started getting nervous. So I brought up the iPhone 7. They had no clue what I was talking about. Then they scooted closer to me. Placed their hand on my leg. In total freeze mode. Then they (btw they is just one person) started to touch my chest. I panicked. My heart is racing. Then they lead me into the bed. It's pitch black. I'm absolutely scared shitless. I heard them take off their clothes. Then I lose my pants. I'm shaking. But I was afraid to speak. I had lost my voice completely. Laid me on the bed. They did the thing I was so afraid of doing. With their head down there. I couldn't keep still which made them think I was enjoying it. Then when they put it in me. It hurt beyond compare. I was crying. They literally stuffed their face into mine. It was hard to breathe. Gripping my chest. Then they stopped and went down on me again. I then also wigged out. It was an unbearable feeling. Then put it back in me. The pain was worse. Hurt incredibly bad. Then they put me in doggie. That hurt even more than before. This lasted an hour. When they were done they just laid on top of me for five minutes. Then they took me home. I was shaking. I could barely walk.