concerned that my cycles will never be normal.

Sarah
I have been taking progesterone for 8 months and September cycle I did not take it because I was tired of taking it and it making me gain weight and me not getting pregnant. Well now I'm 5 days late and yesterday I got a Bpn. My cervix is high, closed, and soft. My sex drive is very high, which is how it was last time I got pregnant. ( ended up being ectopic). I'm so scared that it will happen again. I got totally checked over in February to get the ok to start trying for our rainbow baby. I only have one ovary and one tube left and my tube was closed at the top when they took my other tube out. The doctor said he opened up the tube I have left. My husband and I are wanting kids so badly but it hasn't happened yet. Can anyone give me advice or support on what I might b able to do?