No AF too scared to test

Alexia

Hi!

I'm 36 years old...trying for 10 months for our first baby. I'm super excited that AF hasn't arrived...it was supposed to arrive October 4th...I know I could test now...but I don't want be disappointed again...although I have never ever been late before...what do you guys think? I have no symptoms....some cramps yesterday and the day before only. Advice needed!!! :/