tired of trying

Well I have a feeling my period is coming just by how my body is acting. I was super hopeful since I did my first round of Clomid this month but 1) I missed a day cause I lost one of the pills and 2) we weren't able to be intimate enough with his work schedule. So maybe next month. I don't know anymore! 2 years and 4 long months of trying and nothing. Part of me has hope and part of me wants to give up and offense cause I know people are trying to be supportive but I'm so tired of hearing "it will happen when it's meant to"..."stop trying and it will happen" or "relax" okay thanks that's enough but I just nicely say thanks!! I wish I could relax or not think about it. Ugh it just so hard!