(Long sorry)

So I'm overweight and pregnant and I feel so gross... I know pregnancy is beautiful and wonderful,I just feel gross.. I've never been small and always had stretch marks but now I've got so many I can't even count them. And my belly is saggy and hangs down at bottom. I just wish I was skinny so I could have a cute bump when I don't have clothes on. I took some pictures of my belly (the ones I put in) and i just wanna cry. I love my son so much and wouldn't trade him for anything, I just wanna feel beautiful....