my glucose

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I am so mad at myself! They took my blood and it came back with glucose level of 156. Sh said the normal level is 140 but I'm borderline diabetic. They are sending me to a high risk doctor.
I eat tons of salad a ton of fruits! My husband and I eat grilled meat and noodles! How can this be!!!! I have to go in for a thre hour fasting test. I am so mad at myself for having blood like this for my baby.