We had our 12 week apt today.. we were so excited to finally hear baby's heartbeat & run tests also to find out the gender early!! To start a family of our own & now making it to the 12 week mark was a blessing to us. Everything seemed so perfect..doc said everything in physical looked how it should throughout pregnancy. Tried for about 10 min with doppler to find heartbeat & had no luck. Then had me in for ultrasound right away. As soon as we saw baby my heart sank & i just knew something was wrong as baby was just layin there not moving or anything. She then apologized that she could not see or hear baby's heartbeat & baby only measured at lil over 8 weeks💔😭I couldn't do anything but break down instantly. This is my 2nd miscarriage as my last was about 3 years ago. It's been a VERY emotional day for us..I haven't really stopped crying. So many people I know close friends & family are pregnant right now too so doesn't help much.. I will never understand why me😢... Scheduled D&C for tomorrow morning to get this part over with😔..My SO is such an amazing man & supports me through it all. We will never give up its just so hard. We know God has a plan & it will happen. We're just hoping & praying it will for us sooner than later. For our beautiful strong & healthy sticky baby❤🌈