Am I a hoe???

Me and this dude been talking for a while. And hanging out for a month. We really like each other and he says it all the time. I spent the night with him and he started kissing on me, and stuff...then he gave me head. "I'm thinking in my head... how many times has he done this?" It was really good and all. Basically we ended up having sex.. it was good and all but after I felt really sad, and guilty. Like... I feel like "why would you even date me because there's basically nothing left, we already had sex" Idk. I guess that comes from my past relationship of my ex saying "guys want you for sex, but I don't ☹️️" I mean I like him a lot, I wanted to have sex, I just wanted to put it off, but everytime I was around him it was like "😩😩😩😩 I'm so turned on" but now I just... don't feel the same like I like him and all I just feel like a hoe.. and I'm easy, and he was like "your not"