Nobody will ever now how it feels to lose everything

Today I lost everything, I lost everything I collected, I have truly lost everything because people don't know how to take care of a gas leak.

If you don't know what I am talking about which is impossible there was an explosion in Romeoville IL and that was my house.

I have no idea how to feel, no idea what to do. People are blowing up my phone which I should be happy that people care, but I truly want it to stop it just reminds me of what not only is have lost and worked for but what my parents have lost and have worked for. I love how all my friends and people I know I thinking of my family. But no amount of time and recovery I will possibly do will get rid of this devastating moment.