4ever pregnant

So I posted about bleeding earlier. I'm 39+5 weeks along. I went to the bathroom and my pantie liner had blood on it. I was sooooo excited and I thought this was it I went to the hospital and it was nothing! I'm not even dilated 😭😭😭😭😭 they said my cervix is really soft and that they could feel the baby's head but nothing else. UUUUUGGGHHHHHHHHHH I'm going to be pregnant forever!