I cant help myself.

Shay

When everything you are craving is out of season

You wanna quit your job ( but you just call in sick EVERY OTHER DAY)

Your boyfriend feels he has to deal with more than you ( tf. Baby maker speaking)

You hate him but you love him

You feel nothing like yourself

Youre suddenly so lazy ( FUCKING TIRED)

And worse of all you have a child, youve been through the rodeo but this time ohh lord jesus. This time. It. Is. Just. Different.

My mother says i shouldnt talk to him( my bf) with so much rage. Even though he does the annoying stuff ( like breathing)

Either im cheerful or im straight out the grudge. I cant control my feelings. And im only 8 weeks...