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So I've been with my bf 2 yrs plus and I love him so much, but I can't accept his compliments? I absolutely hate my boobs and would love to change them, i look at them and think there disgusting and for some reason it really gets me down about how I look. I suffer with aniexty and have been doctors and Councilling all my life and they can't help, I don't want to go on medication but is it my only option if talking doesn't help? I worry about everything but my main issue is accepting my self and accepting my boyfriends compliments. Any advise ? 😔