Oops?

So I have been sleeping with this guy. He's great and even better in bed, but tonight we were lying in bed and he brought up to be abortion after sex and said he may or may not of Precummed he doesn't know 🙄 but he said of he had a kid out of wedlock he'd kill himself and I'm like what the hell dude it's not that difficult to pull out. But i am just so confused like what the hell. I don't know what should I do. I kind of want a kid but I'm 19 and timing isn't right.